In my mind, there is a circus.

I guess it will be three weeks of fun from Friday night.

Thu, 22 Dec 2011 02:58:11 +0000

I guess it will be three weeks of fun from Friday night.

A dense cloud, pregnant with the promise of rainfall. Now you...

Fri, 18 Nov 2011 20:42:25 +0000

A dense cloud, pregnant with the promise of rainfall.

Now you do. Now you do. Now you do..

Average Joe will walk in to hospital. Just like you and I, as we would. Average Joe will wait...

Fri, 04 Nov 2011 07:40:16 +0000

Average Joe will walk in to hospital. Just like you and I, as we would. Average Joe will wait...

There are two ways you can describe A&E shiftwork. One....

Fri, 14 Oct 2011 00:40:26 +0100

There are two ways you can describe A&E shiftwork.

One. Amazing.

You finish on time, mostly. You know exactly what you are doing, when you are doing it. You can plan for holidays because you’ve got all your fixed annual leave for the next six months.

You have random weekdays off. Excellent for catching up on paperwork.

You have your adrenaline pumping - well this happens anyway because you’re meant to make decisions for the first time in your life.

Fat sweaty lady with positive family history, diabetes and blood pressure through the roof comes in with central tightness on coming at rest sometimes radiating up the neck to jaw, tonight the tightness is not going away. Go home, it’s only some reflux lose some weight.

Maybe not.

Two. Isolating.

Dinner and movie for one please, for the next six months. At present, I’m in the cinema. It’s Thursday night, 12am. My friends are sleeping. They need to be up tomorrow. Working like a normal person. I start at 5pm. Finish at 2am tomorrow. No transport provided for us after work. Let’s go hang out? Answer: sorry knackered from work, they’re already sleeping.

Crap movie is starting. They got it wrong. It’s not drive. It’s something to do with being afraid of the dark.

I-so-LA-tion. Is not good for me.
I-so-LA-tion. I don’t want to sit on the lemon tree.

Having the time

Mon, 05 Sep 2011 02:34:00 +0100

What is this life if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare. No time to stand beneath...

I’m just waiting. It is like waiting for the tide to come....

Wed, 27 Jul 2011 09:35:34 +0100

I’m just waiting.

It is like waiting for the tide to come. Nothing occurs before its time.

When the tide does come in, it does, without any help from anyone, or anything.

However, this still leaves me, at this present time, just waiting.

Clear blue skies. Lavender. She loved them both.

Thu, 16 Jun 2011 22:32:46 +0100

Clear blue skies. Lavender. She loved them both.

Sticky. Toffee. Pudding.

Sun, 29 May 2011 14:07:53 +0100

Sticky. Toffee. Pudding.

Beached

Tue, 10 May 2011 17:52:31 +0100

Beached

Easter's mark

Mon, 25 Apr 2011 14:32:06 +0100

I am surrounded by sounds and smells foreign to me as I sit here with the breeze, ever so slightly...

"One must at least have two friends: One to talk to, and one to talk about."

Fri, 15 Apr 2011 21:01:00 +0100

“One must at least have two friends: One to talk to, and one to talk about.” - fortune...

LOL

Wed, 13 Apr 2011 11:04:26 +0100

LOL

1) glomerulosa - salt - mineralocorticoids 2) fasciculata -...

Thu, 07 Apr 2011 21:44:05 +0100

1) glomerulosa - salt - mineralocorticoids

2) fasciculata - sweet - glucocorticoids

3) reticularis - sex - androgens

For all the people who have exams.. remember, the deeper you go, the sweeter it gets.

The rhythmic buzzing sound in the distance persists. I frown as...

Tue, 29 Mar 2011 13:27:00 +0100

The rhythmic buzzing sound in the distance persists. I frown as I stir from yet another dream. My phone is vibrating somewhere. They must be calling to say hi again. I miss them too but the phone is not within reach..

***

Again, the same buzzing. I wonder what they want.

Yes? Okay - I’ll brush my teeth.

As I drift off again, I’m struck by a sudden wave of nostalgia and a sense of loss. Again I frown. THEY?

I wake up disorientated.

Did my phone actually ring?

We threeee.

Sun, 27 Mar 2011 20:28:17 +0100

We threeee.

River of people lining up to cross the road. Shudder. Boat race...

Sat, 26 Mar 2011 16:47:50 +0000

River of people lining up to cross the road. Shudder. Boat race right.

How long is a piece of string?

Thu, 24 Mar 2011 19:52:22 +0000

One year. Finite. I started it saying hi to you. Sporadically I visit, sporadically I say hi....

No spilt milk here.

Sun, 20 Mar 2011 14:42:14 +0000

No spilt milk here.

When you’re on autopilot, mistakes happen. I think all of...

Wed, 02 Mar 2011 01:57:23 +0000

When you’re on autopilot, mistakes happen.

I think all of us were on autopilot that day, us drivers.

Turning the corner from Holland road to the small roads that lead us back home, in autopilot I switched lanes as normal and suddenly became very confused, as there were a set of headlights in front of me. I swerved back to the left lane and then heard a metal on metal crunching sound with lots of profanity. The on coming car had hit the car behind me.

Only three words for you.

One. Way. Street.

Very good attitude.

Wed, 09 Feb 2011 20:02:44 +0000

Very good attitude.